Dreaming The Trench
I see claws on rats.
Vicious, digging into the
Handless forearm
Of an unsuspecting sentry
Whose body had disintegrated before me
Like a dream, forgotten in the morning.
He had been lighting a cigarette
When a shell illuminated
The horror, the spectacular,
The deafening murder,
Beneath a sergeant’s temporary canvas awning.
I see teeth on rats.
Vicious, digging into the
Clammy flesh
Of a bleeding forearm;
Bones splintered in mud before me,
Like wood shavings beneath my father’s plane.
I had been writing a lover’s letter
When the explosion rocked
The trench, the peace,
The rotting carnage,
Beneath the Belgian, drenching, persistent rain.
I see eyes on rats.
Vicious, digging into the
Oozing hole
Of my bleeding throat;
Wire tangled tight around me,
Like thorns of a nettle’s shroud.
I was remembering kisses
When the machine gun racked
The advance, the foolishness,
The incomprehensible suicide,
Beneath this weakening, beckoning, darkening cloud…
Pete Ray
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| MATERNAL GRANDFATHER (SEATED ON CHAIR, CENTRE). SURVIVED THE WAR... |
Just Like Me
Skidding feet went first,
Caked boots scraping upon stones,
Gouging at mud
And channelling through awful debris;
Then downwards over a ledge,
Being propelled into a hole
With a thud…
Gripping with hands taut.
Stretcher sliding ‘neath snapped bones,
Spilling his blood
And scattering him in dreadful chaos;
Then silence, nerves on edge.
Being shelled in the frightful hell
Of a flood…
And then I saw them:
Huns, thankfully dead;
Yet neither wore a brush
Upon a square-jawed head.
And neither was a weakling,
Blinking secretive eyes
Behind cartoon spectacles;
For to my surprise,
Both of them, conscripts
As far as I could see,
As far as I could see,
Were my age and my complexion
And might easily have been
Me…
Pete Ray
Just the thought of being a new recruit in World War I, bearing a stretcher, skidding like a baseball batter getting to a base, slithering into a shell-hole and spilling an injured man, but noticing two dead German soldiers.
They were not as depicted in newspapers and propaganda but were actually just like me...
| PATERNAL GRANDFATHER. SURVIVED THE WAR... |

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